1 more hour to 2007.

yay i've changed my blogskin! (: to TOKYO JULIET! (: YAY! now can see wu zun on my blog HAHA. (:

anyway life's been pretty much on band for the last few days. on wednesday the sec2 batch of band met up at janabel's house to practice for farewell. danced to til the dawn by drew sidoria from step up. (: then thursday we had farewell which was pretty much rocked by the sec 3 batch's video (which is on youtube btw). waliao super lame but ya! very funny! sabrina so diao! haha. then after farewell jasmine tianhui and i went for class party! yay got to see almost everybody again and played games and eat food. got sabooed like twice? ok nvm.

friday had band prac. 40 MORE PRACTICES TO SYF! must jiayou! (: anyway our band schedule for next year is pretty hectic. :/

January : Sec one orientation thing. (aiyah, but this one not counted cause im not performing. im leading the tours. -.-). Still got the filming of the marching video in mid jan. omg PANIC.

February : Practice at SYF place. ON VALENTINES DAY CAN. omg. 8 at night somemore. ):

March : band exchange thing. We're hosting. o.O

April : SYF! ahh! must get GOLD WITH HONOURS. and waliao HC is playing jericho also can! ):

MAY : er. concert prepartion.

June : still concert preparation.

July: Concert. APPASSIONATA XI! (:

August : Nanyang anniversary thing.

and then passing down. DIE LAH I DONT WANT JASMINE TO GO. ):

urgh im panicking for the preparation of sec 1 oreintation 2007 cause im supposed to prepare the peer support sessions stuff but i cant seem to find the files on the net and i cant possibly remember the whole schedule. HOW. omg. im dying.

and jason's homework is BOTHERING ME. ok i must admit i've been slacking everyday after band and not touching his homework but still, IT'S THE NEW YEAR. everything is changing EXCEPT for the amount of homework jason is giving me. it's still as thick as ever. rawrrr.

ok i shall go off and erm laze around waiting for count down? ya.

BYE! (:

BAND CAMP!


day 1

woke up damn early cause my dad was overseas and i had to take bus with big camping bags. then jasmine smsed me about being angsty cause she didnt want to leave home for camp CAUSE she wanted to stay home to watch ISWAK. though she watched finish the whole thing already. hurhur. aye, also partly because the whole percussion sec 3 is not coming for camp also.

reached school and i saw mellissa. then sat down at the benches in front of the audi to wait for jasmine but in the end she smsed to ask me to go up first. -.- then went up and when i saw nutcase, the first thing she said was "SIEWYING! WHAT ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO SAY TO ME?"

i took off my earphones and went "HUH??!?!"

haha. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NUTCASE. (:

then saw kexin and she was like struggling with her bags so i went down to help her again and i saw jasmine come up. -.- then kexin kept going "omg siewying! why you suddenly so nice?!" -.- yeo kexin! i was always nice! you just didnt know. HURHUR. (:

then went into bandroom to put down stuff and then assembled to get into our groups. i was in group 3! together with jasmine TAN and jasmine POON and connie and some other quiet sec 1s. :/

so we set off for the amazing race. HMM. wah the clues very hard can! our first clues was a crossword puzzle and our station was germain's station, where we had to use everything and anything on our body to form the longest line. O.O

then after that we got the 2nd clue which was crap lah! the answer was TOILET. got so many toilets in school! WHICH ONE?! haha. then jasmine TAN and i were the super enthu and noisy people in our group lah. and we kept leading the whole group. then the other people just blindly follow us. :/ and jasmine and i kept screaming ZHENG YUAN CHANG!!!!! cause that's like our aftermath of ISWAK. (: haha. then we kept talking about being 188 cm tall and how tall is that height compared to us. haha. since you know, joe cheng is like 188 cm tall. (:

qoutes jasmine "ehh! i want to adjust my bass to 188 cm tall! so that i can see how tall zheng yuan chang actually is. BUT HOW TALL IS 188 CM??!"

ok lame. then the toilet turned out to be the locker toilet. CYNTHIA'S STATION. we had to do sudoku! and our group people all dunno how to do sudoko! except for er someone in our group. i cant remember. :/ then after that we got a clue that said "where my beloved and i does frenching." so we were like "BANDROOM!" then cynthia was like "no it's not bandroom!"

so we went all over the school looking for some ulu ulu place where we would choose to do frenching. (sounds wrong. :/ ) and in the end, IT'S IN THE SECTIONALS ROOM. but who cares! it's still near the bandroom! and it's mellissa's station! so dumb! we had to go and find JUDY for her signature and judy was supposed to be like wandering around the school, BUT WE FOUND HER AT GERMAIN'S STATION. :/

then after that it was sabrina's station. cant remember what the clue was. we had to use rubber bands to form a skipping rope then 3 of us had to skip together. YAY I THINK OUR GROUP QUITE PRO IN THIS. cause we could skip quite continually, unlike some other groups that we saw haha!

then it was jiaying's station in the bandroom. ahhh quite dumb. we were supposed to use straws to blow balloons and since there were not enough balloons, we had to reuse the same ones over and over again. but i dont see the point cause saliva corrodes balloons and the more your reuse it, the higher the chances of it getting burst you know. and i was not contributing at all cause of my phobia of balloons. =x

ok then we got our clue from jiaying, which was this arrow that formed an upside-down U. and it's supposed to be a watercooler. -.- WHICH WATERCOOLER?! but ok we were spared from that cause it was LUNCH TIME! (: woah super hungry. then jasmine, jiaying, nutcase, mellissa, germain and i went to bukit timah marketplace for lunch! (: since it was the first time i went there, i ate whatever jasmine ate. which was nasi lemak. hurhur. then we ordered sugar cane juice!!! (: haha jiaying told me the last time they went there to ate, they all bought sugar cane drink from different stalls. all of them were green in colour except for nutcase's drink! which was BROWN. :/ weird. dunno which stall she buy from. haha.

oh oh! nutcase very dumb! cause germain was telling us dumb jokes when we were on the way there and nutcase was being super blur about it. see arh.

germain: "i ask you, why on a sunny day, birds fly in circles?"

nutcase: "oh really arh! i didnt know!"

-.-"

then went back and we had time to discuss about farewell stuff. :/ did like nothing, cause school blocked youtube and we didnt know where to get songs and stuffs. then after that we had MARCHING! (: was quite blur at first cause i forgot all the commands and stuff. and jasmine and nutcase went off to SLACK by helping shi min to carry dinner upstairs to the bandroom from the carpark. then jiaying was commanding us (bass + trombone section) since horns only got jiaying and yufei (who slacked off helping jasmine!!). and it was damn fun and funny, cause jiaying didnt know how to say some of the commands. haha.

then after marching jasmine, nutcase, sabrina, cheryl, jacey, yixin and i were all choinging for the locker toilets haha. then jasmine was like "I DONT CARE. THE SEC 3S USE THE LOCKERS TOILETS." when yi xin and i already left the bandroom and were heading for the toilets le. then yixin and i were the first to shower in the toilet lah haha. we were taking our own sweet time until jasmine came in and rawrred at us. haha! then after showering, nutcase and i waited for jasmine outside at the benches near the rockwall. then the 2 of us went into our 二人世界 again. and when jasmine came out, she was like "OOI! why the both of you so close! nutcase! go further away from siewying! i will get jealous one you know!"

ERRRRRR.

then after that jasmine, nutcase and i ate dinner together. (: food was NASI LEMAK again. but it was quite nice. then after that, jasmine went for some talk i think, cant remember. then nutcase and i were left alone in our 二人世界 again! we got bored and nutcase suggested taking photos with my phone.

Yufei and i ! (:

er. again. haha! nutcase so cute right! ok i look like some ghost.

err. ok. i cant remember what happened but something funny happened and we started laughing and this happened. HMM.

then shimin and cynthia came in to start our nighttrail! (:

er. shimin and cynthia at the piano. with jiaying's back facing us. and yunxin, yixin, guan teng and co. at the background.

CHAI JIAYING a.k.a. CINDERS. a.k.a. HOT GUY! haha. managed to catch this before she turned away.

ok for nightwalk, we were supposed to do stuffs at different places BLINDFOLDED. haha. so we got back into our groups and our first station was at germain's place, where we had to count balloons blindfolded. O.O ahhh balloons! we kept bursting them and i kept screaming. ok nvm.

then next was shimin's station. where we had arrange ourselves in order of the thing shimin tells us. like she says to arrange ourselves according to height, age, birthday whatever. and we were to be blindfolded. haha. then still remember cheryl's (basses) conversation with jasmine blindfolded.

cheryl: -pats jasmine on her shoulder/ head.- ehh! who are you?!?!?

jasmine: I DONT KNOW!!!

-pause-

jasmine: eh wait! sorry sorry! im jasmine, im jasmine.

omg i almost fainted.

then the next station was cynthia's station. at first we couldnt find her cause shimin told us she was at the 3rd level science block. and we were thinking SCIENCE BLOCK. omg. we're so dead.

so we went up, and we headed for the science block, but it was so dark we couldnt see a thing. and xinyi very brave! she just walked straight into the darkness. and jasmine and i were holding onto each other for dear life. then jasmine was like "ok ok. everybody! line up behind siewying and i. we go first." then when cheryl came out from behind us, she screamed. and we all started screaming also. -.- WALIAO. jasmine arh!!

it turns out that cynthia was at the maths department. and our task was to play "where's the peanut" game. was quite dumb cause we couldnt hear each other from the other end of the corridoor and we kept saying crap like "why's the sky blue?" "no! the sky's black! " or "why is grass green?" "cause it's not blue." and it was so shi bai that we resorted to sining "why we so shi bai!" -.- super lame.

then we went to mellissa's station. which was to cross some sort of obstruction thing thing. and jasmine kept being saboed by mellissa. WHICH WAS BAD. cause im paired up with jasmine.

then we went to jiaying's station in the bandroom. which was to form some sort of word with our bodies when we were being blindfolded. o.O i was being chosen to like instruct my group but i was so shi bai and cheryl took over. aye.

then after that, we had to play this game involving the whole band, where we were scattered across the quad, and we were blindfolded, and we had to call animal noises to get back into our groups. and my group was a cat lah. then when the game started, the comm started bursting balloons!!! and our group was miao-ing damn loudly but we were the last to get back into our groups. aye. quite loser. and yufei's group was a cow and since they were group 2, they went "tooooooooooooooo." omg. faint.

then we watched "dude, where's my car?" omg. it's a brainless movie i tell you. something about conquering the universe. damn lame. i didnt know that smellymelli (mellissa. that's the new nickname nutcase invented for her. o.O) watched such dumb blond movies! haha. AND THENNNN.... omg. jasmine nutcase and i kept laughing at that part lah! and jasmine could imitate it really well! haha! everytime she said that we kept laughing like siao.

after that we went to brush teeth and sleep. haha. omg nutcase very cute lah! she brought her pyjamas to wear to sleep!

ok. not very clear, but ya. you get the picture. (:

and when it was time to sleep, JASMINE TAN was damn noisy! she kept talking and talking and poor sabrina and nutcase couldnt sleep lah! even when sabrina shifted ffurther away from me, cause i was sleeping beside jasmine and nutscase was on the other side of jasmine. jiaying was lying perpendicular to sabrina, nutcase, jasmine and i, and germain and mellissa were lying on the other side of jiaying. even germain from so far off could hear jasmine lah! omg. and jasmine kept talking about random stuff. and she kept singing! waliao eh. super noisy can! and she said goodnight 4 times before she finally went to sleep can! and by that time it was already 0030 and we were supposed to sleep ay 11.45! it's like :

qoutes from yufei's blog:

Jasmine: good night!

us: good night!

Jasmine: EH SIEWYING YOU KNOW AH I THINK ZHENG YUAN CHANG IS VERY SHUAI LOR! HE'S LIKE 188CM TALL LEH. HOW HE GET HIS SLEEPING BAG ONE ARH?

we said good night for like 4 times and jasmine talked and talked after each good night we said while smellymelli complained that her bolster is biting her.

Smellymelli: I feel something sharp. I think my bolster is biting me!

and EVERYTIME when I was about to doze off (I was like feeling super drowsy + I keep slurring ideas and words together) jasmine will say:" EH NUTCASE YOU SLEEPING AH?!!!?!?!?" then my sleeping spirit went off and I ROWRRRREEEDDD AT HER. hahahahah

HAHAHAHHA then at the 4th good night aka the last good night..

Jasmine: good night everyone I want to sleep now shhhhhhh!bu yao chao.

us: FINALLY.

haha actually she was listening to my handphone before she could sleep. aye. tsk man.

day 2

woke up at 6 something and we went out surprised to find that it was quite bright and it's raining! so marching was cancelled and we had band prac. but before that, we had breakfast! had hi-5 bread for breakfast, with milo. and nutcase was like "ohh hi-5 bread very healthy! good good! "

jasmine: "ehh! you know, the factory put the bread on the floor with all the mice running about one leh. you never read the news meh?"

haha. then jiaying nutcase jasmine and i went to the benches at the classroom block to eat in our "四人世界"and jasmine and jiaying kept saying that nutcase and i were les-ing with each other. wth! no lorh! we're straight lorh! qoutes yufei: I think jasmine is secrety jealous of us lor HAHAHAH she keep saying we are in our er ren shi jie I think she secretly wants to join in too HAHAHA

then nutcase very greedy! she took like 2 slices of bread and in the end she couldnt eat finish. AYE. tsk man.

then we had band prac. then i became quite moody. sorry jasmine! cause i was damn tired and my legs were aching from all the marching the day before and i couldnt believe that after that i had skin center appointment and i have to travell all the way there like WTH! rawrr. but it's ok. we played jericho!!!! yay i love our syf piece! it's very nice! the only dumb thing is that we changed our piece from pirate's dreams to jericho cause HC was playing pirate's dreams and now after we've changed it, HC 's changing their piece to jericho too. urgh irritating.

but anyway, our SYF set piece is so cute!!! NIGHT SAFARI! we get to do stuffs we dont normally do in a piece! haaha so fun! (:

then after that we went to thai noodle house to eat! and cheryl, jacey, jasmine and i went to coro's NTUC to shop for midnight snacks! (:

then after that we kept talking about ISWAK until i went off for skin center appointment. aye damn tiring. but it's ok. cause my condition's getting better! and my sister's conditioning is getting worse. HEHHEH. then i went back to school. missed their NAP TIME! and marching. AYE. ): then in our 2-hour bathing time, i quickly went to bathe and came out to play some exciting game with jiaying, guan teng, rachel, sabrina, melanie, jasmine, nutcase, jacey, clara, and cheryl. that's all i think. cant remember. quite fun and funny cause we kept calling wrong names and melanie kept pointing and pointing but not saying anything. haha! (:

anyway, after that we had CAMPFIRE!!! (: haha. more of a CANDLE-FIRE! we went down to the quadrangle and arranged all the candles in the words "I <3>

see the "C" ?

nine lighted candles.

Now there's one left.

the passion lives on.... NYCB! (:

yay. then after that we had dinner! fried rice! we sat in a circle outside the G.O. and played pass the parcel. then lower brasses had to do a dare. which was to run around the feild cheering band cheer. qoutes jasmine: "EHH SIEWYING! we not brasses leh! i play the double bass, which is a STRING instrument!" HAHA. but in the end we still WALKED PAST the field cheering the band cheer. note WALKED PAST. haha.

then horns had a dare, which was to go up to the 2nd level outside the podium and shout "I'M SO HOT THAT THE SCHOOL IS ON FIRE!" haha! then nutcase and jiaying and ziyan got saboed by mellissa jasmine and i cause we said we couldnt hear and they had to do it twice.

then nut named melanie prettymela! actually the pretty is melanie force us to put one lorh. haha! and melanie damn funny! we kept singing stupid songs and actions that melanie initiated. haha! omg melanie super lame. and i kept laughing beside her cause of all the stupid stuff she did.

then tabitha and emily played their guitars for us while we sang christmas carols! and nut and melanie were laming about with jasmine and mellissa on the other side. aye. then we kept saying "AND THENNNNN." and laughing stupidly to oursleves. then after that, we went to the quadrangle to clean up the max on the floor. and by the time i got back to the bandroom, i saw this.

ok it's abit too dark to see. basically it's jasmine, nutcase, jiaying, sabrina, and melanie sitting there and eating the food that they got from the prize-presentation during campfire. hohum. we tried playing moulin rouge but it got stuck after 15mins so we played the phantom of the opera. haha nut kept asking jiaying about the movie like she was the director cause jiaying said she watched it 3 times le. it went like :

yufei: why the phantom like christine?

cinders:... AIYAH HOW I KNOW!

yufei: I thought you watched it 3 times already?

cinders: ...

yufei: huh why like that?

cinders: *tries to explain*

yufei: eh? I don't understand.

jasmine: nutcase bu yao chao.

me: :/

cinders is jiaying btw. and jasmine nut and i all agree that christine very pretty! (: and we kept trying to steal melanie's marshmallows but melanie went :"WHAT MUST YOU CALL ME?" what mela?"

ya lah. PRETTYMELA. haha.

soo pretty hor! haha!

haha i realised that the last band camp, i spent it with jasmine and nutcase. this camp was no different. haha.

that night jasmine didnt continue her cycle of talking! probably because she was listening to "只对你有感觉" and drifted off to sleep. haha!

day 3

woke up earlier than the rest of the band cause i had psgl duty in the morning. all the ushering and stuff. did duty with janice and she was like "DORRY (nutcase) looks so different!!"after i showed her the pictures i took. o.O duty ended at 10 and i went back for band prac. (: then after that we broke camp.

yay this camp was very fun! partly because it was lame that's why. hurhur.

I LOVE NYCB! (:

i am currently feeling super angsty.

not just because christmas didnt felt like christmas at all, it's also partly because my uncles dont do their part as being a SON.

i mean, talk about fillial piety. your disabled mum is being sent to the nursing home and she might be there like forever but you dont give a damn. you dont even bother to visit her on a day like christmas.

and better still, you're out there fighting with your bigger sister over the house and trying to sell it off for the cash.

are you that in need for cash? i think your dear mother needs you more. but anyhow, you dont care. cause you've got 3 other brothers and 2 younger sisters to look after her right?

hoho. afterall. this is a "girl's job".

you dont care how your nieces and nephews would feel cause of course, money is more important.

and you didnt even know when your other sister far far away in scotland called home to yell at your dear mother, who is STILL THINKING THAT SHE IS IN A HOSPITAL.

and when she realised that she was in no hospital but a "old folk's home", she went berserk and started yelling to the nurses and maids about wanting to go home all over again.






what kind of family do i have may i ask you? i dont even know anymore. i can see why we're not celebrating christmas this year. i spent the whole of last night and this morning lying through my teeth about MERRY christmas.

what's there to be merry about this season?

and to top it all, i think im banned from the com, which is a nightmare cause MY COMMONWEALTH ESSAYSSSSSS ARE STILL UNDONE.

ya. commonwealth essaySSSSSSSSS cause i have so many drafts. like wth.

and i cant get into HIM international music's official website I DONT KNOW WHY IT'S BLOCKED FROM MY COM NOW.

and youtube is still blocked. HOW AM I GOING TO GET IDEAS FOR DANCE MOVES FOR FAREWELL?!

bloody hell. I MISS KUI from the rose. ): HOW?

and there's still band camp to blog about. :/




it's ok. life sucks and i know it.

bye.

逆风
Tokyo Juliet OST
演唱: Garden Sister

用独特的关键字眼
我搜寻著世界
只想找到一个空间
布置我的宣言

梦想已存放许多
不在乎被谁偷走
我只有一个感受
我真的 真的 我真的受伤过

黑夜逆风细雨
梦想热情和我
痛苦却又甜蜜
Why should I care at all? At all...

我不管别人的看法
却又想被人看见
你总是说出了盲点
有时候真是讨厌

信心已存放了许多
你不在却不好过
我只有一个感受
你真的 真的 你真的够爱我

黑夜逆风细雨
梦想热情和我
痛苦却又甜蜜
Why should I care,
Why should I care,
Why should I care at all? At all...

每个选择路口 我就挑难的路走
每次你放弃我 我突然回头你却还跟著我

黑夜逆风细雨
梦想热情和我
痛苦却又甜蜜
Why should I care,
Why should I care,
Why should I care at all? At all...



back from band camp! (: it was fun fun and more fun! but im dead tired. shall blog about it tmr. (: BYE!

The passion lives on... (:

night!

Song Title: 放不下
Artist: 龔詩嘉/kaira gong
Tokyo Juliet OST

你好嗎
你的夜是不是跟我的一樣漫長
是不是
還把我給你的愛好好戴在手上
要堅強
我常常對著鏡子裡的人大聲講
雖然說
孤獨的想一個人好像一種懲罰

msn上太多的路人甲
偶爾你也該上來說說話

想著你的溫柔
想著你的模樣
我放不下
都說過了再見
我們各自飛翔
各自長大
抱緊愛會掙扎
放開愛會心慌
神也很忙
到底要實現哪個願望
離開你那麼傻
可以後侮嗎

風很大
怕你又穿得太少會讓自己著涼
我很棒
一個人換了燈泡房間變得很亮
每一天
發生的事情我都好想要跟你講
愛很怪
什麼都介意最後又什麼都原諒

想著你的溫柔
想著你的模樣
我放不下
都說過了再見
我們各自飛翔
各自長大
抱緊愛會掙扎
放開愛會心慌
神也很忙
到底要實現哪個願望
離開你那麼傻
可以後侮嗎

ooh心裡最深的牽挂
越想遺忘越不能忘

想著你的溫柔
想著你的模樣
我放不下
都說過了再見
我們各自飛翔
各自長大

想著你的溫柔
想著你的模樣
我放不下
都說過了再見
我們各自飛翔
各自長大
抱緊愛會掙扎
放開愛會心慌
神也很忙
到底要實現哪個願望
離開你那麼傻
可以後侮嗎


tmr's band camp le. aye havent finish packing yet. =x

shall go off now. BYE. (:

hohum. hello.

yes yes i know. why is the audio player there over on the right flooded with chinese songs?

aye. i didnt manage to find english songs which were in mp3 format, and those which i found either snippets of the songs or utter rubbish. SO. anyone who knows where to get english songs mp3 please tell me. then i'll be able to load more songs into the audio player. (: you guys can also request what song you want me to put in, as long as you drop a tag with the url of the mp3 format, i'll upload the song. (:

btw, i've managed to get 三国恋 by TANK. so liuyi! that's for you! (;

band camp's on wednesday, and i havent started packing. :/ DIE.

have to go now. have fun meddling with the audio player!

BYE! (:

got this from liuyi:

WuZun's cleanliness habit makes his roommate Calvin go crazy. Calvin says: "What's worse is that if i havent showered, i cannot sit or touch his bed. Then when i enter the room with my shoes still on, he will nag me non-stop." To avoid the nagging WuZun, Calvin has learned to obediently take off his shoes when entering.

Speaking of WuZun, every day when he finishes showering, he will wear his cap, making Calvin think that he is going out to buy something. But what surprised Calvin was that the reason for WuZun to wear his cap is because he hasnt washed his face yet. WuZun explains: "I dont like using the hotel's shower cap and hair accessories, so i wear my own cap."

WuZun reveals that when sleeping, Calvin doesnt wear underwear. Because Calvin likes to wear loose-fitting short shorts in the hotel without underwear, WuZun has seen it all.

When talking about underwear, both Calvin and WuZun teamed up to expose Jiro's weird habit of blow drying his underwear. Because Jiro will not wear those disposable underwear, he insists on wearing his own. Because time is tight, and he insists on it being clean and fast, he will leave the blow dryer on in the bathroom to dry up his wet underwear, making the entire place noisy.

Both Jiro and Calvin care a lot about their appearence. Everyday when Calvin wakes up, to aviod having swollen eyes, he would do a eye mask every morning. Plus Calvin loves to watch televison so watches it in the morning, this makes the members question him: "How do you watch TV and do a eye mask at the same time?" As for Jiro, every night he will do a face mask and walk around in his room, in which the temperature is 30 degrees. The other 2 members cannot stand it and say: "It's so hot that the only way you can stay in his room is if you take off your clothes!" When Jiro heard this, he quickly replies: "No wonder gym instructor WuZun always walks around topless!"

HARHAR SO FUNNY!!! damn retarded. madness.

i realised alot of people like DEBBIE and LIUYI like fahrenheit alot, and most of them like Jiro and Aaron more.

but IT'S OKAY. I LIKE WU ZUN. (:

HAHA. SO CUTE! (:

though he's like the oldest, but still! <3>

and not to forget-

JOE CHENG! ZHENG YUAN CHANG! <33

ahhhah! i wanna tall when i grow up. like one seven something you know. (:

ok this is like totally random. i shall be off now. BYE!

got this off sabrina's blog.

1. Are you a Chinese or English freako?
eh. freako? i prefer english to chinese but im definitely not an "english freako".

2. If time is going to stop, what would you possibly do in that time?
actually this questions doesnt really make any sense does it. if time stops, everything stops. what can you actually do? but okay i get the picture. i'd probably er watch all the dramas that i've wanted to watch, catcch a movie or just listen to music and reminisce the past.

3. Prefer a playpool or playground?
what's playpool? or did you mean PLAY POOL? eh. playground bah. i love the slides. (:

4. Do you usually gossip others; or being gossiped?
how do you know if you're being gossiped? but anyhow, i dont know. :/

5. Do you like simple or complicated stuff?
I love music. it's complicated stuff right?

6. Do you tackle numbers better; or alphabets?
Alphaberts. im not really a fan of numbers.

7. What makes you pissed off?
errr. stuffs?

8. How’s your childhood?
Aye. it's not all pure bliss, but it's definitely better than now. it's really tiring living life nowadays.

9. Do you have inspiration without perspiration?
People shouldnt ask questions with words just because they rhyme.

10. Do you think 24 hours is too long, too short, or just okay?
too short! ahhh die arh commonwealth essay!

11. Would you judge people by their appearances?
I try not to but it still has some impact on what i think of that person.

12. What is attractive in your eyes?
er. anything that is attractive? ehh the com! hehheh. hana kimi!

13. Do you like day or night? Explain why
Day. cause it signifies a brand new day. or a brand new start. but aye i feel tired in the day. how ironic.

14. Do you treasure stuff that you own; or have insatiable desires?
qoutes sabrina: Some stuff are worth treasuring, but others just take up space.

15. If your computer hanged up, with a long long document not being saved, how would you react?
aye. dont panic. DONT. PANIC.

16. Do you believe in miracles? Or was it long predestined?
miracles to happen. but were they predestined?

17. Do you often tend to forget the past; or try hard to do so?
the past was a beautiful picture. the present and the future is just oh-so vague.

18. In your mind, why colours are out there?
for you to be awed by nature, for you to be awed by life. yet, for you to note the differences.

19. Have you pitied those who are really pitiful; or shed tears for them, etc?
uhuh.

20. Describe yourself as in attitude.
eh?

21. Do you suddenly lose the grasp of hope to survive as yet?
ya. but it's temperamental.

22. Give 3 advantages when you get to live.
1. the food!
2. the music!
3. the colours!

23. What is your ambition in life?
wrong question to ask me now. i was thinking about marine biology. now...

24. Do you believe in horoscope?
not really. it doesnt apply to me.

25. Describe music in your life
a definite necessity. i'll die without it.

26. Which country would you like to go if you could afford it?
Everywhere, and anywhere.

27. What do you think blogging is about?
a place to express thoughts.

28. What kind of style are you trying to get hold of?
what style?

29. When you fail a test, how would you react?
Try harder the next time.

30. Pass this to 8 friends, for them to get it done.
Anyone who wants to do this, go ahead! haha.

怎么办 MTV by S.H.E.

enjoy! (:

Married male, age 45

Dear Claudia,

You win, I can't take it any longer, I know you have been waiting for this to happen. I hope it makes you very happy, this is not an easy thing to do, but I've got to the point where there is nothing to live for, a little bit of kindness from you would of made everything so different, but all that ever interested you was the dollar.

It is pretty hard for me to do anything when you are so greedy even with this house you couldn't even be fair with that, well it's all yours now and you won't have to see the Lawyer anymore.

I wish you would you give my personal things to Danny, you couldn't get much from selling them anyway, you still have my insurance, it isn't much but it will be enough to take care of my debts and still have a few bucks left.

You always told me that I was the one that made Sharon take her life, in fact you said I killed her, but you know down deep in your heart it was you that made her do what she did, and now you have two deaths to your credit, it should make you feel very proud.

Good By Kid

P.S. Disregard all the mean things I've said in this letter, I have said a lot of things to you I didn't really mean and I hope you get well and wish you the best of everything.

Cathy -- don't come in.

Call your mother, she will know what to do.

Love

Daddy

Cathy don't go in the bedroom.


http://www.well.com/~art/suicidenotes.html

超喜欢你 by 飞轮海， fahrenheit in hana kimi! (:


aye another day.

they went swimming in the morning. i was supposed to go but i was just super tired so i stayed in bed until 11. =x

after lunch went over to gary's place cause gary's mum and my grandma called to scream at my mum and according to gary, the maid dropped my grandma's clothes while she was trying to hang them on the bamboo pole and my grandma has been screaming at her since 8 in the morning.

wower. so we rushed over.

reached there and it seems that my grandma hasnt stopped. so my mum "debated" with my grandma. -.- god. madness. then the five of us (the kids lah) settled down to do homework and gary and marcus were teaching me. they cannot solve the stupid challenge yourself questions for variations!!! WHO CAN?! TEACH ME! aye. planning to ask jason anyway. =/

then started to play. gary and my mum went down to retrieve the clothes (while my grandma continued shouting) and jie ying and pei ying went to occupy the com. after my mum and gary came back, gary marcus and i went down to get ice cream.

AIYAH DAMN SIANNED ARH.

went back and gary and i occupied the com. WATCHED EPISODE 4 OF HANA KIMI(!!!) with gary. (: damn funny cause i was laughing my head of and gary was like: "HUH? you mean ella is acting as a GAY??!!?" hurhur. and gary love's the GAY DOCTOR. hohum. i pity the gay doctor. and gary says that JIRO CANNOT ACT! ): i thought jiro quite good at acting! but nevermind HE CAN SING. wuzun can act cannot sing. =x and ella! haha. proest lah. can act can sing. (:

AND JJLIN! haha. gary was like: "EH! why he look so stupid!!!" HAHA.

"researched" on JOE CHENG/ ZHENG YUAN CHANG! (: and gary was like "woah he model arh. i want to see his pictures. HMM. inspire to become like him! (: " wower. and he was like ariel lin only looks cute in certain pictures. O.O

after that we watched some jacky wu show where they followed the japanese show, WHERE they smacked people on their butts when they laughed about something they said lah. was damn funny cause everything the old couple were trying to read chinese in hokkien and in the end they ended up saying vulgar words. haha.

then we went to play heart attack with jie ying and pei ying while marcus went to bathe. aye. had to face all the adult talk again. talk about headache.

yay next year marcus going AJC! (: but aye. gary's going NS next march. damn sad. cannot see him anymore. ):

aye then went to eat out for dinner again. lalala. siann.

aye i realised that night at the museum might be a nice movie to watch! (: cause i found out that good actors like owen wilson and robbin williams are acting in it. and the lead actor should be good. i forgot he's name. :/ hurhur.

AYE IM SIANN. lalalala. rawrrr.

im off.

updated the songs on the blog. i realised that imeem is quite nice to use! (:

yay. the first one is 恶作剧 by wang lan yin in 恶作剧之吻，the second one is 怎么办 by S.H.E in hana kimi and the last one is 只对你又感觉 by fahrenheit and hebe in tokyo juliet! (:

enjoy! (:

went to liuyi's house in the morning. ky and qinnie from SNGS were there. watched some anime on the com.

thought that i could stay from 11-1 but in the end my mum called and told me that my grandma's maid ran away and gary asked her to go over so i had to go home and take care of jie ying and pei ying.

i went "HUH?"

so i rushed back home and my mum and jie ying went over to gary's place to look after grandma. i stayed at home to fetch pei ying to ballet and back again. then we went after to gary's place.

damn sianned. cause went over there, the adults were having adult talk and grandma was out with uncle on some medical checkup. seems like grandma accused the maid of something and the maid ran back to the agency. with no money. wower. such thing could happen. O.O

marcus passed some books to me HARHAR. more of dump lah. he was like "you take chem and bio right? NAH ALL GIVE YOU." O.O then we went into the study room to laze around while the adults continued their debate. :/

aye then jie ying and pei ying were playing cards while marcus gary and i were just lazing around and talking crap. then dunno what we were talking about then gary took marcus's class photo and started to examine it.

gary: "ehh you see arh. from the photo can tell where they are going one." -points to some tall guy- "nah this one sure go RJ or ACJC one. this one also"

marcus: "eh they going RJ."

gary: -points to some guy with specs- "this one sure go HC one. "

marcus: "errrr ya he going HC. how you know arh."

gary: "aiyah all the nerdy cheena wear specs one all go HC, those very handsome tall and big size one either go RJ or ACJC."

marcus: "orh... "

gary: -points to a skinny looking indian guy- "EH. why this one look like that one? so loser face. go back to india lah!"

marcus: OOI OOI OOI. this guy got A STAR SCHOLARSHIP plus some UNIVERSITY SCHOLARSHIP OKAY??!?!!?!

gary: HUH? so smart arh. orh ok SORRY SORRY.

oh my tian. so lame. -.-

yay! going back to their house tmr! (: can ask marcus variations stuff! YAYER! and gary can help me with commenwealth essay! (:

but all those adult talk... ):









oh why's life like this?

我活的真实苦命。):



anyway, YIHUI'S SKIN IS NICE!!! AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! HANA KIMI!!!!!!!!!!! <3

BYE!

yesterday, we (sok, eening and I) went to liuyi's house.

aye. went there supposed to collect han sheng's uniform and talk crap. but then in the end we went there to play audition. wower. eening and sok are like super pro in this cause they downloaded the game to play on their com. liuyi's a newbie.

I HAVE NEVER HEARD OF THIS GAME.

hohum. quite funny lah. see eening and sok play like super fast until you feel super gong. like what just happened? hoho.

went home after eening went home. AND I FORGOT TO COLLECT HAN SHENG'S UNIFORM FROM LIUYI. eh smart arh. go all the way there then forget. -.-

anyway, THANKS LIUYI for your presents. and i bought Fahrenheit's new album le.


LIUYI GET THE HANA KIMI ONE HOR. dont anyhow gong then go get the fahrenheit one also.

hoho. still got what. oh.

i had this very funny dream.

i dreamt that nanyang had a NEW AUDITORIUM! and it was really really big. then we went back to school and had new classmates. and i had HISTORY LESSONS when i didnt take history. and there were only the 4 of us who were taking history.

MADELINE, IAN, KHUDAIFI, and me.

like wow? suddenly our school had boys. and all these people are the people who were with me in my primary 6 year. hmm. some people whom i never thought i'd miss alot.

then i dreamt that we were having history lessons and IAN was trying to pull my hair until-

i woke up.




funny eh? ya very funny. -.-

DIE LAH. my mum wants me to take chinese tuition next year cause of the o level chinese exams next year. waliao. HEADACHE ARH.

URGH I FEEL DAMN ANGSTY! WHY AM I FEELING SO STRESSED AND DEPRESSED DURING THE HOLIDAYS?!?!?!!?


this is ridiculous.

all that angst; -to hell with life man.






BAAAHHHH. to hell with commenwealth essay! i spent 2 hours last night stoning at the questions and trying to blab out crap on the stupid topics. and in the end, my dad thought i was watching stuff on youtube and HE BLOCKED YOUTUBE AGAIN.

RAWRRRRR.

sometimes i wish my life was like kexin's. where i get to play and perform in so many concerts and take that chance to just run away from reality.

and youtube, being my other chance to actually drift away from reality is now taken away from me.

rahh. life sucks.







if only life was like a fairytale, with all that happy endings.




ya. the truth hurts i know.








take me away from reality. and i realised sometimes playing dead just helps.

yay i decided that these 4 shows are very nice! you guys should go watch it!

恶作剧之吻; a.k.a. it started with a kiss! filmed in 2005 starring ariel lin with joe cheng(!) and jiro wang. (:

东方茱麗葉；a.k.a. tokyo juliet. filmed in 2006 starring ariel lin and wu zun (!) with tang zhi ping as ai li ou. (:

蔷薇之恋；a.k.a. THE ROSE! filmed in 2003 starring ELLA and JOE (!) with hebe as xiao feng and selina as qin. i find this series really nice!!! even though it's quite old, but i think it's the best out of these 4. it's the first series that S.H.E and JOE ever acted in and though it's their first time, they're really good!!! especially joe. his character is a homosexual and it's rather emotionally tiring. but he depicted it very well! and rather then telling us a typical love story and being all lovey-dovey like those 2 series above, this one is very touching, and it's the first series that really made me cry like shit after watching it. so you guys should watch it! it's really nice! (:

花样少年少女！；a.k.a. HANA KIMI! (: filmed this year starring ELLA! and WU ZUN! (!!!) and of course, jiro wang! (: it's currently showing in taiwan now, so you're probably not able to find the full complete series of it on youtube.

haha! all taiwanese shows!

this is the beginning song of the rose. it's 花都开好了by S.H.E. and i think it's really nice. it just leaves me this sad but blissful feeling. and i just love it! (:

this is the ending song of the rose. it's really sad!!!! DONT WATCH IT IF YOU'RE REALLY SENSITIVE. and the MTV is NOT depicting the rose. it's just depicting some typical sad sad love story. (:

ENJOY! (:

"woah! singaporeans are so rich! look at the way they dress! look at those branded bags! look at the cars!"

to hell with all those please! in actual fact, there are many out there who are jobless, just like

yours truly.

-vera shaw.


went job-hunting with sabrina, vera, jasmine and hui juan at orchard yesterday.

met sabrina and jasmine at choa chu kang mrt station then we took 190 down to orchard. slept on the way cause we were damn tired. then met vera and hui juan at orchard MRT station at 9.15 and walked over to shaw center for our first job interview at trust media. vera looked like she was going shopping can! hui juan's belt is nice. (:

at first we didnt know where shaw center was cause we only heard of shaw building/ tower cant remember. the shaw building for movies. then vera shaw, this being her grandfather's "territory" showed us, and we found out that shaw center was the small building beside the shaw tower. -.-

the job was to do outdoor surveying- go out on the streets and ask people to sign up for this lucky draw thing. every coupon with all correct particulars is 3 bucks and every call is an additional 20. the money was good, but not easy though. we didnt get the job either, since there was no phone call today.

got played out by some other surveyor guy. asked us to meet at capitol tower at city hall, but there's no capitol tower in city hall! there's only capitol building and capitol center in city hall and capitol tower is heard to be in tiong bahru or tanjong pagar. thanks arh. tried calling the guy then he said he was in a hospital. ?!?!?!?!

went to eat lunch. or what vera calls it, "budget lunch" at this ulu ulu roadside stall. the food's not really good. dont ever go there.

then went to this blendinn cafe opposite paradiz center for the next job interview. some indian guy handed us there application forms which was from some "healthwise" company and we had to fill in our family members particulars-something which we did not quite like about.

vera: wahlao, im not very interested. things dealing with health, nobody will dare to buy if we promote please. and im not comfortable filling in family members contacts.

jasmine: ya lor, somemore we're 15

looked around the whole cafe. looked damn ulu and we were like "who the hell holds interviews in a cafe?"

we decided to hear what they had to say.

guy: ni men tian shen tian yang de ah? ( you all drop down from the sky ah? )
us: ???
guy: where's your family members contact?
jasmine: we dont feel comfortable putting it down first
vera: can you like briefly tell us what we have to do first before we fill in our family members contacts?
guy: like that im not comfortable in interviewing you all also. this is an interview, and you are not treating it seriously! if you want the interview to go on, go out and fill the form, if you dont want it, the door is there.

thanks but no thanks. we're not so desperate for a job until we have to resort to dealing with the unknown.

so we walked out and started tearing out application forms into shreds and crushing them into a ball.

eh. my hand so high up. -.-

walked to plaza sing and sabrina felt very tired. so she went home and jasmine, hui juan, vera and i decided to walk down orchard to look for jobs.

met this fuhua secondary 3 guy near plaza sing called ng kok woon (if vera remembers it correctly,) he's like damn nice please. he actually approached us to ask for donations to this cancer foundation thing and we were like no job= no money. how to donate! ):

him: you guys going orchard to shop right! can shop that means got money. please donate!

hui juan: er no we're going orchard to look for job! we're JOBLESS!

him: eh bluff people one right!

jasmine: no really! how much are you getting to ask for donations? we dont mind doing your job. you can go and get some kopi.

him: im doing this for CIP. please donate lah.

vera: we're jobless!

him: haiya. cannot be no job one lah. so easy to find. read classified lah! my friend just got a job at orchard tower like 2 days ago. can go there and try. i think sure get in one, cause everyday they fire people.

us: er wow. where are you working at?

him: expo.

us: orh...

him: aiyah. girls very easy to find job one lah. you guys all so pretty sure can find job one lah. go be waitress lah! i want to be waiter also cannot.

jasmine: no lorh. boys easier to find job. if not why you got job but we're jobless?

him: sure can find one lah. you walk down orchard maybe can find. and you guys so pretty some more! see that girl! -points to some girl near starbucks- so ugly! if you're the employer would you employ her! see! she walk to that guy then that guy run away. dont walk like her!

me: ooi. dont be so bad leh.

they: hahahahaha.

him: haiyo. you guys got newspaper? i help you'all find lah.

so we went to the nearby 7-eleven store and got a newspaper. then we sat down and started looking through classified. called some but got no response.

left to right: hui juan. vera, jasmine. looking through newspapers. waliao we look damn pathetic please. vera says we look damn classic.

kokwoon: can find or not. flip to the waitress section and find lah. sure can find one. look! -points to a girl crying on the next bench- aiyoh breakup liao so sad.

-.- then when he walked away.

vera: -whispers- eh i also think she breakup leh.

omg. diao.

then walked to orchard robinsons, john little, taka, OG, and many many places trying to look for a JOB. saw these group of people dressed as santa clauses and santarinas. then we were like "OH MY GOD WE WANT THEIR JOB!" it's super easy lah please. just go around dressed in santarinas holding this big card or pushing a trolley or carrying baskets. i really felt like going up to them and saying "dear santa, CAN YOU PLEASE GIVE ME YOUR JOB?" rawrrr.

vera: some more we look prettier and younger than them lah. WHY WE GOT NO JOB!?!?!!?

went to paragon's toy's r us and applied for job, but we didnt think we'll get it. cause we just filled in the application form and gave it to them and they just said: "if there's anything, we'll call you."

apparently, there's NOTHING. -.-

went taka and asked this gift-wrapping guy if there's any job vacancies.

him: "oh you go to tower A level 10 the human resource department and ask for job. that's how i got my job too."

then we asked him how did he get to know of this.

him: "oh. through friends."

in the end we went up and the department was already closed. ):

we went to orchard cineleisure in the end where jasmine and hui juan went to the kopitiam to eat ICE KACHANG. o.O vera and i were resisting the URGE and TEMPTATIONS to eat shilin but it's like we didnt get a job, and if we spend money, we'll feel the guilt you know.

qoutes vera:

vera: i still cant get it. why is it that most people who finds jobs are ahlians and ahbengs? but people like us just cant seem to get a decent job?!

siewying: we're book smart. theyre just street smart

we were asking alot of them how they knew of the jobs and everybody replied
" thru friends"

why ah.. why is it that most students from non-elite schools have friends with this kinda job contacts and students like us have no friends with this kinda job contacts.

huijuan: wahlao, we know alot of big shot's daughters what but why still so useless?

vera: cause polytechnics attached their students to those big shots's established companies to learn the ropes.

and thanks lah vera. she went home with a bowl of bird's nest soup waiting for her.

i went home and got scolded by my mum for not getting a job. -.-

today had jason's.

headed down to the center at 2, which was rather late cause my dad had a flight to catch at 3. walked in and the first thing jason said was:

"oooiiii. CID just checked me so i have to check you. DID YOU FINISH YOUR HOMEWORK?"

thanks mum. thanks for telling jason that i have not enough homework to keep me busy. thanks for telling him that there's not band fot the next 2 weeks so he should give me more homework. thanks for telling him thet YOU THINK i havent been doing my homework.

in actual fact, i have. i've only been doing at at 1 a.m. in the morning so you dont know.

CANT YOU SEE THE EYEBAGS UNDER MY EYES?!!?!?!

i guess you cant.

but anyway, jason was like: "haiyo why you dont do your homework in front of your mother one! no wonder she dont know what you've been doing. does she even see your homework or all those files?"

me: "nope."

jason: "do you know that your every week's homework is actually the thickness of one thick book? and your mum says it's not enough?"

me: "dunno."

benjamin: "QUICK! GIVE HER SOMEMORE HOMEWORK!"

-.- thanks benjamin. THANK YOU SO MUCH. dont you think i should just kick you to thank you?

jason went on on how my mum was being you know, herself. then i dont know what he was talking talking then suddenly he asked if we got out keyring for our toilet keys. this fat sec 1 guy went: "jason! you know i got 3 keys?????"

jason: "HUH? why you got 3 keys???? you got them now?"

boy: "eh no. they're at home."

-.-

-jason passes keyrings to naomi and her sister-

benjamin: "ahh. let's see how long they take to figure out how to use it. i took less than 10 seconds."

-the sisters figured it out after awhile.-

jason: "uh there you see! they're not as stupid as you think they are ok!"

-naomi kicks the table accidentally-

jason: "ahh benjamin you see! you make naomi excited until she start kicking the table."

benjamin: "HUH?! what did i do?"

jason: "besides you there's only me and this sec 1 boy lorh. and you know we have one thing in common. so we cant be the one making her excited right?"

benjamin: "what do you have in common? LIPIDS?"

omg. DIAO.

sec 1 boy: "eeeh my wallet got alot of keys leh. for the key to my house, then the key to the letterbox then the key to-"

jason: "HAIYO HOW MANY TOILET KEYS DO YOU HAVE LAH."

boy: "THREE! i say just now already!"

jason: -.-"can you PLEASE bring all the 3 keys back next week?"

boy: "why? change key arh."

benjamin: "no. the keys are the same. he just wants it back."

-jason passes the boy the keyring-

benjamin: "ahhh now let's see how long you take to figure it out"

-boy strokes the keyring-

jason: "CAN YOU PLEASE STOP STROKING THE THING?"

boy: "will it rust?"

benjamin: "no, it's stainless steel."

jason !!!!!!! "I DIDNT SAY THAT. haha. i didnt say that."

benjamin: "it is! i tried soaking it in the water and it didnt rust. so it's stainless steel."

jason: ?!?!!? "you actually did that?"

boy: "what if you soak it in salt water?"

benjamin: "it wont work lah."

jason: -bangs his head onto the table- WHY ALL MY STUDENTS ALL SO STUPID ONE?!?!?!!?!

was damn tired during tuition. i went toilet and could see my eyebags in the mirror lah. it's like really really bad. ):

jason's nice! he photocopied a set of notes for me to read.

me: "eh. one chapter only arh."

jason: "ya lah! so much homework already still want somemore meh? and hor. can you please use this set of notes and pretend to read infront of your mum?"

me: ?!?!!

benjamin: "ahh. see! she wants more homework. give her more!"

-.-

that's all. im off to bed. DEAD TIRED.

we're heading down to orchard shaw center for our first job interview at 10 tmr morning.

we meaning jasmine, vera SHAW, sabrina, hui juan and me.

please pray that we get the job please. (:

shit. i still dont know what to wear yet.

and afterthat, we might be heading down to vivo! yay so fun! (:




today band ended much earlier that what we expected.

was supposed to end at 4 p.m. but it ended at 12 instead. so jasmine, huijuan and i decided to head down to bugis! (:

lunched at bugis KFC and then we went window shopping. bought nothing actually. HMM.ya. just walked around and talked about stuffs. (:



tmr's an EXCITING DAY! (: i shall go off and sleep and wake up early tmr! (:



damn. im damn nervous.





oh by the way, anyone wants to date me for the next 2 weeks? i dont want to rot at home. ):

tata. (:

exciting!

S.H.E.
聽袁惟仁彈吉他